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200th post

Author: Kieno D Great

strange how i will end this blog on its 200th blog entry...

i know I've said good bye on the previous post. But, alang-alang bah.. 199 posts.. why not 200?

I would like to tell everyone that I am going to start everything from the beginning. I've both felt happiness and sadness throughout this blog. and thank God most of them were happiness :)

I would like to thank everyone who reads this blog, especially that person. Most of the blog entries are about her anyways.

I've realized that in this past few months i have not been myself. I know it sucks. Therefore, i promise myself that i will start everything from scratch. I wana be happy again and i hope i will.

I guess thats all i have to say here. Thank you again, to all of you

Good bye,

p.s/ I hope someday you and i can still be friends. I am going to miss you.

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The last post

Author: Kieno D Great

I decide to shut down this blog. No one really reads it anyways. and when i read all the posts. most of them don't really matter now. its just memories now.

Rahman is flying off to UK today. seems like everyone close to me is.

Its getting to be lonelier and lonelier.

yeah... i might look like cheerful and crazy at the outside.. but its probably the only way i am going to hide the deep feelings. Deep inside im just as emotional as anyone. I feel so lonely nowadays. I don't have anyone to talk to. no one to talk about personal stuff anyways. no one really cares.

Raya is coming and dont feel in the Rayaing mood. with all the shits happening in my life and all the work i have for Uni. But, ofcourse... no one really understands... and i still wonder why i write this down here. No one will read it anyways. i guess This blog served its purpose of me writing down stories of my life.

To any one who is gona stumble upon this blog in the future, thanks for reading. I hope you have a great life.

This blog is now officially dead.

Thanks (its not that hard to say it is it?)

Khatib Sadikien Hj Ibrahim

p.s: No matter what happens, i still care... even if you dont want me to

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I will miss you, truly.

Author: Kieno D Great

yes, she has finally gone off to Canada. The person who i really care about.

She is now halfway around the world from Brunei, literally. It will be hard to talk to her and it wont be the same like before.

i miss talking to her, even though we sometimes end up having an argument. I still do miss it. You were always the person i talk to whenever my life feels like crap, just hearing your voice makes me smile.

Dont take it the wrong way, im happy for her, glad. She is doing what she love. i truly am.

i just wished that our last days together before you went off was better than what we had. Im sorry for not being able to let you go so easy. and i am sorry for everything that made you feel angry or sad. sorry for being selfish.

I wana say that we will be very close for a very long time, even when you come back. But so far, it looks like we are growing apart. I want to try keeping us close, but i dont want to annoy you. So i guess i need to learn to live without you.

You mean a lot to me. please dont forget me.

I miss the times we had together.
please be safe

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Its so hard...

Author: Kieno D Great

yes... im writing my feelings down in this space where no one really reads. im just gona ramble on... and its up for u to understand what i am talking about.. those who think that im typing nonsense can just close the window...its easy...

Its 5.18 am in the morning.. and i still cant sleep. even after doing some stuff with the guys just so i can stop thinking of you... yes, maybe i said to you that i wana move on.. and its true, i do. You told me to meet new girls and as good as it may make u think.. other girls arent like you. '

For a moment there i thought that getting over you was gona be easy, but the moment i see your face it takes me back when we were still together. I know i promised i would be a good friend... but you gotta give me time. i guess i cant adjust it as easy as u do. i guess the memories rush back towards me when the simplest thing that connects us pops up in my mind. i will never know how you can move on so quick... and i probably dont want to.

i guess this is one way to end it... i dont think i can ever break ur heart. so i guess breaking mine was one way of doing it.

i know we want different things right now...

but i will always care for you...

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i want...

Author: Kieno D Great

forget the last post...

right now i just want you...

i miss you so bad

hope u get better soon.

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I WANTI

Author: Kieno D Great

hello people.. i know i havent blogged in a while.. i mean blog as in write meaningful stuff in this space...

so here is something i want to write...

here is a list of the things that i want in the near future (or any future for that matter)

ISNT IT COOOL???? ($700 plus BND)

and this to go with it.... *saliva dropping*

an all LG home theatre

around 2k BND should do it

After im done with my home theatre i hopefully will get this, (an alienware desktop... or any desktop thats capable of playing the highest level of graphic card there is)

So any sponsors??? no one?