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Sorry

2011-08-05T01:15:00.000-07:00

I deleted you from facebook. Dont get me wrong. I didnt do it because i hate you. I did it because it needed to be done. Its because every time i see that small icon on the left side of the page which says you are online drives the urge for me to click on you and check out your page. From there it goes on a downhill battle for me. I start to remember you... a lot. I dont want to get started on that. it will just be pathetic.

Its just that, to be honest i think i still care a great deal about you and to be fair. its not good for me. I cant be the only one who thinks about you. I cant be the only one worries if you are fine. Its not good for me. I wished i know how you did it, moving on from us. But, somehow im scared to let it go as well. So as i was saying, i deleted you off from my facebook because well... seeing you on it makes me misses you more. I dont know why and I dont know why it happened only recently. I was fine. When you were away, I learned how not to think about you. Hiding your newsfeed on facebook seemed to do the trick, but now it might not be enough. I dont want to bug you. Im done being the psycho ex.

So the only thing that might be healthy for me to do is delete you off. I know i said ill be your friend, but who are we kidding? thats not going to happen.. not anytime soon anyways.

so i wont think about you that much. I know you might think... "why the hell isnt he over me yet?" well. I seem to ask myself that question too. I thought i was. but seems like im still not.

So if someday you do realize that i am not in your friend list and might want to know why, and you might drop to this page with curiosity. Its not because I stopped caring about being friends with you. Its because I care too much that it hurts me. Maybe in the future where i know that i am completely over you. I might click that "add as friend" button.

If you need me though. You know where to find me. I'll always help you. You know I will always do.

Im sorry that you lost your grand mother. I know how you felt, the same way I lost my brother. Over time, things will get better. Just keep on smiling. Good bye

When you smile, it makes me happy. Even though you're so far

Why?

2011-08-02T16:25:00.000-07:00

I can't seem to understand why I put myself through all this misery all over again.

I just don't seem to swallow the fact that it doesn't matter how i feel or how I act, things aren't going to go the way I want it.

Why does it bother me that she's away? Why does it bother me when I know that she's sad? Why does it bother me that there is a possibility I might never see her again?

These feelings are pointless and redundant. So what if I don't see her? So what if she's sad? I just cant understand why I seem to care so much. I mean of course one would be saddened to hear someone's grief. But for me, I tend to want to do more than just simply saying "I'm sorry to hear that"

Don't take it wrong. I want to see her happy, have a successful life. I just can't understand why I care more than I should. Seriously, When she found someone new, I thought I would've done something insane. But to my surprise, I smiled and said to myself "hey, I haven't seen that smile in a long time. Im glad she's happy". And i finally thought I was over her. But, the moment I know something is wrong, I can't help but keep on hoping I could be the one to swoop in and save the day. I keep on saying to myself. "I'm not the one whose supposed to save her". Im not that person to her anymore and I don't understand why that feeling eats me. I know i'm not supposed to, but in the end I still end up doing more than whats needed.

Why do I feel a part of me died when I know she wants to leave the country for good? I mean, I shouldn't be right? Whats the point of worrying for such things? Even if she is here, its not going to do me any good. To be honest, it might even make things worst. I know what i'm supposed to do and what not to do. But my mind keeps on doing the things i'm not supposed to do. It's killing me. I get worried for no particular reasons. I reminisce things when we were together, but for what? Its pointless. I understand that its pointless, and yet I do it. Why can't I understand the phrase "ignorance is a bliss" I seem to want to know everything. Why can't I let go?

I miss you, and will always do. But, this is just ridiculous. I'm a joke. Someone just shoot me already.

Sorry to have wasted your time reading this space where I vent things out.

Im graduating.

2010-07-13T11:37:00.000-07:00

Hello blog. i just felt like it would be wrong for me to not mention this in my blog. I know no one reads them. but i also know that 10 years from now i would still be able to read this and remember this day.

Today i found out the classifications to my degree. And Syukur Alhamdullilah, I got a Second Lower Degree. i know its not really that much of a hype, but im still thankful for this.

I would like to thank everyone who has been there throughout those years seeing me when i was down and was there to help me stand back up. I would like to thank my family for all their support and all the things that i need in order for me to graduate, especially my beloved mother. You are the best. I would also like to thank all my friends and colleagues who have helped me survived the toughest course there was. Lastly, i would like to thank you. You know who you are. I dont think i would be here without you, even when things between us are not really that well. you were still a part of my life back then. and you were great.

Thanks again everyone. And congratulations to everyone as well.

Tib

...

2009-11-30T11:27:00.000-08:00

just don't forget me and our memories is all i ask...

I wish you happiness :)

200th post

2009-10-04T13:39:00.000-07:00

strange how i will end this blog on its 200th blog entry...

i know I've said good bye on the previous post. But, alang-alang bah.. 199 posts.. why not 200?

I would like to tell everyone that I am going to start everything from the beginning. I've both felt happiness and sadness throughout this blog. and thank God most of them were happiness :)

I would like to thank everyone who reads this blog, especially that person. Most of the blog entries are about her anyways.

I've realized that in this past few months i have not been myself. I know it sucks. Therefore, i promise myself that i will start everything from scratch. I wana be happy again and i hope i will.

I guess thats all i have to say here. Thank you again, to all of you

Good bye,

p.s/ I hope someday you and i can still be friends. I am going to miss you.

The last post

2009-09-17T20:37:00.000-07:00

I decide to shut down this blog. No one really reads it anyways. and when i read all the posts. most of them don't really matter now. its just memories now.

Rahman is flying off to UK today. seems like everyone close to me is.

Its getting to be lonelier and lonelier.

yeah... i might look like cheerful and crazy at the outside.. but its probably the only way i am going to hide the deep feelings. Deep inside im just as emotional as anyone. I feel so lonely nowadays. I don't have anyone to talk to. no one to talk about personal stuff anyways. no one really cares.

Raya is coming and dont feel in the Rayaing mood. with all the shits happening in my life and all the work i have for Uni. But, ofcourse... no one really understands... and i still wonder why i write this down here. No one will read it anyways. i guess This blog served its purpose of me writing down stories of my life.

To any one who is gona stumble upon this blog in the future, thanks for reading. I hope you have a great life.

This blog is now officially dead.

Thanks (its not that hard to say it is it?)

Khatib Sadikien Hj Ibrahim

p.s: No matter what happens, i still care... even if you dont want me to

I will miss you, truly.

2009-09-10T14:10:00.000-07:00

yes, she has finally gone off to Canada. The person who i really care about.

She is now halfway around the world from Brunei, literally. It will be hard to talk to her and it wont be the same like before.

i miss talking to her, even though we sometimes end up having an argument. I still do miss it. You were always the person i talk to whenever my life feels like crap, just hearing your voice makes me smile.

Dont take it the wrong way, im happy for her, glad. She is doing what she love. i truly am.

i just wished that our last days together before you went off was better than what we had. Im sorry for not being able to let you go so easy. and i am sorry for everything that made you feel angry or sad. sorry for being selfish.

I wana say that we will be very close for a very long time, even when you come back. But so far, it looks like we are growing apart. I want to try keeping us close, but i dont want to annoy you. So i guess i need to learn to live without you.

You mean a lot to me. please dont forget me.

I miss the times we had together.
please be safe

Its so hard...

2009-08-06T14:16:00.000-07:00

yes... im writing my feelings down in this space where no one really reads. im just gona ramble on... and its up for u to understand what i am talking about.. those who think that im typing nonsense can just close the window...its easy...

Its 5.18 am in the morning.. and i still cant sleep. even after doing some stuff with the guys just so i can stop thinking of you... yes, maybe i said to you that i wana move on.. and its true, i do. You told me to meet new girls and as good as it may make u think.. other girls arent like you. '

For a moment there i thought that getting over you was gona be easy, but the moment i see your face it takes me back when we were still together. I know i promised i would be a good friend... but you gotta give me time. i guess i cant adjust it as easy as u do. i guess the memories rush back towards me when the simplest thing that connects us pops up in my mind. i will never know how you can move on so quick... and i probably dont want to.

i guess this is one way to end it... i dont think i can ever break ur heart. so i guess breaking mine was one way of doing it.

i know we want different things right now...

but i will always care for you...

i want...

2009-07-28T08:35:00.000-07:00

forget the last post...

right now i just want you...

i miss you so bad

hope u get better soon.

I WANTI

2009-07-13T07:19:00.000-07:00

hello people.. i know i havent blogged in a while.. i mean blog as in write meaningful stuff in this space...

so here is something i want to write...

here is a list of the things that i want in the near future (or any future for that matter)

ISNT IT COOOL???? ($700 plus BND)

and this to go with it.... *saliva dropping*

an all LG home theatre

around 2k BND should do it

After im done with my home theatre i hopefully will get this, (an alienware desktop... or any desktop thats capable of playing the highest level of graphic card there is)

So any sponsors??? no one?

For you

2009-07-08T09:23:00.000-07:00

i will give anything...

mengail d sangkar

2009-06-24T01:15:00.001-07:00

Went fishing and this is what we did

2009-06-18T01:24:00.000-07:00

Sahabat Sehidup Semati

2009-05-11T04:07:00.000-07:00

Scared

2009-05-03T13:55:00.000-07:00

Im scared... really really scared... i hope things will turn out fine in the end...

I promise i will never do it again! NO MATTER WHAT!!!

Mixed feelings to this song

2009-04-26T13:20:00.000-07:00

Alright, there is this song from ST12, which is called "saat terakhir"

i dont particularly like ST12 songs, but this song has something to it that makes me wana listen to it more than once. I personally dont like their songs cus most of their songs are.... hmmmm ala-ala lagu newboyz (achhh i cant believe i even write "newboyz" on my blog)... so most anti-newboyz people would personaly understand why i dont like these type of songs.

So back to ST12, i think i might have an exception for this song. now now, dont call me poklen just yet... and yes dont call me jiwang just yet too.... i personally like this song because i play the guitar...and i like the guitar piece in this song. its just relaxing... the only part i dont like about this song is the pace and the voice (i personally think i can do better than the singer, but then again... im not the judge of american idol)

so here is a v.clip from them... and some lyrics... and oh yeah... lyrics of this song.. i think... is far less jiwang-iy than their other songs... or i mite be wrong... i duno eh... just listen... its just an opinion :D

ST12 - Saat terakhir

tak pernah terpikir olehku
tak sedikitpun kubayangkan
kau akan pergi tingalkan ku sendiri

begitu sulit kubayangkan
begitu sakit kurasakan
kau akan pergi tingalkanku sendiri

dibawah batu nisan kini kau tlah sandarkan
kasih sayang kamu begitu dalam
sungguh ku tak sanggup ini terjadi
karna ku sangat cinta

* inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamu
jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
hanya mampu ucapkan
selamat jalan kasih

satu jam saja kutelah bisa
cintai kamu,kamu,kamu dihatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu butuh waktuku seumur hidup

satu jam saja kutelah bisa
sayangi kamu dihatiku
namun bagiku me/lupakanmu butuh waktuku seumur hidup
dinantiku

My Baby's Birthday Gift

2009-04-24T12:54:00.000-07:00

Bought a Sweater for her... i hope she uses it a lot when she goes to Canada

i went to this shop... got lotsa cool stuff :D i think i wana buy a costume there some time

Magic Pipe

2009-04-22T05:47:00.000-07:00

Magic Water Tap at the korean restaurant... dun remember the name

Present for my baby

2009-04-20T23:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i have successfully gone out for more than 8 hours....

the plan was :-

- Go to UBD to register my course
- Go to ripas hospital for a check up (i have a fever... and i also need an MC :D)
- Wash my Brother in law's Car (cus ive been using it for a while and it looks dirty)
- Buy light bulbs for the house cus 30% of the lights at home are not working
- Buy presents for my baby's birthday

So 50% of the time, we were forced to do nothing in order to accomplish this. i asked my buddy shazwi to tag along cus i know it would be boring to do this all by myself. as i was saying.... 50% of the time we were actually doing NOTHING. first we had to wait one hour just to get in line for the registration of my course... and ofcourse, like every other semeseter... there would be ONLY ONE PERSON WHO IS WORKING TO REGISTER THE COURSE for THOUSANDS OF SHBIE STUDENTS. so thats one hour gone for nothing

Next, we had some lunch cus i was hungry.... then we went to ripas.. as all of you know... since we only pay them $1 dollar for every check up, in turn only one doctor is available for the THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE IN BRUNEI SEEKING FOR MEDICAL ATTENTION. but im not complaining... i guess u get what u pay... id rather wait here than pay $50 dollars for a private clinic. oh yeah... we waited for 1 and a half hours

Then after everything is done i decided to go to a car wash... 30 mins of waiting also... but in the end while waiting we searched for the light bulbs....

so all in all thats like 4 hours gone plus lunch? i hate waiting...

i think the most productive thing i did last nite was searching for my baby's present.. which took a long time... cus there arent many shops that sell what i was planning on giving to my gf.. i should open a shop for that... i would be one of the sole supplyer of that item...

sory guys no photos uploaded... and yes i finally bought something for my gf... show it to you guys soon. :)

Games games games

2009-04-20T07:20:00.000-07:00

Recently i have been addicted to lotsa games... well i have been playing games basically since i was born. i had a collection of consoles since i was a kid.

But recently, i just cant keep my hands from playing Resident Evil 5.

My X360 is busted so i had to go to my friends' place to play it... quite a few actually. Most notably Shazwie, Fadhil and Faiz. and i finally finished it :D

its a very good CO-OP game! trust me!

i also play online games :)

i have been playing Hattrick (an online football manager game) since 2007 and i think i log in there almost everyday.
im sure if u have an internet connection and is interested in manager games, this is just the right online game for you. i can be your mentor if ud like :)

recently i also play this game called My Brute it also quite fun... :)

i know i know... exams is two weeks away... but i cant help it... im a gamer...

now all i need is to steal a PS3 from somewhere

:(

2009-04-17T06:42:00.000-07:00

No body reads my blog anymore :(

Knee and Thumb

2009-04-14T05:27:00.000-07:00

i think i twisted my thumb... now i know how dangerous being a goalkeeper is.

and a few weeks ago i hurt my knee... from playing footie as well... should i retire from playing football?

or is this just the few obstacles of being a great footballer... perasan aku ah..

My gf's birthday is coming... i duno what to buy.. help anyone?

Engrish anyone?

2009-04-05T11:57:00.000-07:00

My gf found this cool website.. and forced me to take a look at it...

its called, www.engrish.com

check it out.. its really funny!... these are some samples

anyone wana murder their kids?

Tired of women complaining you have a small penis?

Then this is the thing for you.

You would do anything to save you life!

French Fries with toast for me!

The easy way to remove an Eye or even a pair of eyes for that matter :)

signs

2009-03-30T04:02:00.000-07:00

Signs
by mg02

Yes i blog! :D

2009-02-17T04:50:00.000-08:00

Yeah i finally had d inspiration to blog again...

i have quite a few stuff to say about in this post.

firstly.... have u guys ever encountered a kid selling bread in a basket around town? especially near the serusop area... well i have.. quite a few times actually... so i was wondering to myself.... WHERE THE HELL ARE THE PARENTS??????

i took the liberty to take a picture of the kid... well ofcourse not infront of him...

i was tapau-ing some Ayamku Spring from Ayam ku... so this kid got in and walked around the room and asking people to buy his bread/buns.

the kid ordered hot milo (80 cent) minta ice... smart ey? cold milo cost $1.2o

i didnt buy his breads..... now now, dont judge me... i have perfectly good reasons why i didnt do so...

first reason- i know these kids.. i heard stories about them when i was back at Berakas school (yes this has been going on that long). they steal... sometimes they go house to house at the neighbourhood "selling" breads and buns, but on the side track they take stuff that they do not own. there was this one time one of these kids came to my house... and at that time my maid (who couldnt speak malay) was cleaning up the garden... our house has these windows where u can see from the inside but cant from the outside... so as i stood there looking at the kid holding the basket talk to my maid. they way he talked was like he was one of the people who were living in my house, ordering my maid to get a water.... i mean if it was like "auntie... kita ada ayeng? buleh ku minta?" it was fine i wouldve showed some sympathy... but it was more like

"eh amah! ambilkan ku aying eh!" (exageration inserted)

and my maid replied

"i dont understand" and ignored him

and then the kid asked again

"ambilkan ku aying bah! tuli ko kah?" (exageration inserted)

so i couldnt bare to listen the kid scold at my maid so i stood out from the window... and the kid ran...... (if someone was innocent.... they wouldnt run would they)

Second reason - i dont want their parents to rely on their kids to make money.. i mean it was somewhere around 8-9pm when i was there... shudnt they be doin homework or something??

third reason - the bread/buns looks not good....

so a few days after that... i saw them again.. but this time at EGM (kadai game) they were playing the consoles on display... these are kids anyways.... God... humans are cruel.. mana tia indung dorang ani kan? mau kan bedagang.. tapi malu menjual...

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second thing i wanted to talk about....

i had a bruise while playing football a while back... i tried a sliding tackle inside the UBD gym... pretty dumb huh?

this is what u get when u do it..

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third thing i wanted to say is that i got a guitar for my birthday! yeppeee!

well its not actually a birthday gift...

i kinda asked my mum and gf to chip in so i can buy a guitar for my birthday

meet the new Black Wing

this baby cost around $300 (i dont remmber the exact price

blackwing beside Nabil's Guitar, Baracuda

awu sabar Bil, ada ku membalikan tu.. nda jua ku memakai.. ampai2 jua nganya... ko bah nda memajal.. nda ku suka tu org nda memajal atu.. hahaha

so thats it for now... :D

just a try...

2009-02-07T00:43:00.000-08:00

Deejay on the radio - kin

sory yo suara pacah bah...

larak plg ni...

i am studying

2009-01-13T09:20:00.000-08:00

yes i am studying for my supplements now and yet, i have no motivation to touch my textbook.. my exam is exactly eight hours from now.. wish me luck... eargh.. 8 hours????

i need to read!!!

NOW!!

STUDY

2009-01-09T04:33:00.000-08:00

I NEED TO STUDY! WAAAAAAAEERRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH

Reminiscing the past

2009-01-03T12:24:00.000-08:00

okay, i knwo my blog's contents is brobly 80% is all about my day or some stuff associated with my gf. even my gf is nagging me sometimes that i write too much stuff about her on my blog. well... its my blog right?

its 4.33 am in the morning, Rahman and Wafiy just went home abt half an hour ago. we spent like 1 hour talking about our history together when we were together at secondary school

to tell you the truth, i think lotsa people would be shocked or at least be surprised to know which secondary school i came from.

for your information, i was studying in Sekolah Menengah Berakas. Yes, students do graduate from SMB, and continue their studies and not drop out and do crimes (well at least thats what other people's imagination of us Berakas students in my point of view) just the other day i met an English lady, we were on a bird viewing trip to KB. i was trying to be friendly and asked what she was doing in brunei and she said that she was an English teacher from SMB.

So i was like

"hey, i went there for my secondary school!"

and then she was like,

" what?? you managed to graduate from there and went to uni??"

and then i was like

"ummm yeah... not all of us are rotten eggs"

and she started bla bla bla about how shocked she was that someone could actually go through SMB and get further studies....

well i kinda got a bit offended. i mean yeah... SMB is not exactly the dream school you would ask for, but at least to me it was good enough and sufficient for an average kid to continue their studies. but this lady was so full of herself and saying bad stuff about my old school. so i didnt wana make any thing worst so i just shut my trap.

well its true what they say that the students at SMB.... hmmm ganas2 and samseng2... when i was in form 1 i felt like being in a movie "young and dangerous" (its a famous chinese gangster movie back then)

but i felt like not being anyone strong in the movie, more like a street pedestrian walking by and any fight could start any time and i could be one of the collateral damage in the fight. In SMB, u need to watch your back and need to know when to shut up or at least know a guy who has lotsa influence in the school social cycle. well, i knew went to shut up, i knew how to watch my back but i didnt know anyone with that much influence to back me up if i was in a fight. but thank God i was never in a fight.

i know i know it sounds that bad, but it is like that. just ask my ex-classmates. but as bad as it is, i still miss it and im still proud of being a product of SMB. i miss the unique indo mee they sell at the school canteen, (they mayonaise in the indo mee) , i miss the stupid jokes we say to each other and i miss all the dumb stuff the guys did like Soneta, or Sexy Boys or N4G4 or Dragoon or the dragon who ate my shoe chronicles (inside jokes).

i miss all the high school crushes i had there. dont wana say anything more on this department

i miss the "good" teachers. mind you, i said GOOD teachers. dont worry, i only hated 3 teachers at my time at SMB. i managed to Fail her subject or didnt get a credit for it. and none of them are from Brunei, and none of them are caucasion. (so... not Bruneian, not org putih... org apa tah nah?... i didnt wana mention it cus i mite sound racist, so go figure)

Like i said before, SMB is not exactly the dream school youve always wanted. but im still proud of it. i can see the teachers do try hard for the sake of the students (at least the ones who tought me) and i want to thank all of you teachers for giving us all your hard work and time. i cannot repay all of that even if i had all the money in the world (well it depends tho :D )

Below is a class picture

5 Science 2 - class of 2003

(click to enlarge)

top: nabil, syaheir, kamal, yus, ME, mirul, raimi, Sanusi
Middle: Saiful, Fairul, Farhan, Feng, Azatul, Mohammad, Fadly, Razid, Basyar, David Norrish (ia ani tau segala2nya ni)
front: Grace, Kabina, Yuma, Kishan, Zeezat, Khatijah, Syaza, Marianni, Faezah, Afdah, Hakimah, Mitchelle.

the first time i got this picture back then in form 5, i asked the guys siapa yang kawin dulu... and i got random answers saying Farhan, Nabil or some other guy's name that i couldnt remember. but they were all wrong! hahaha i really didnt expect this but Mitchelle got married first. congrats to you and i hope you give to a really healthy baby! dont forget to increase Brunei population ah... Brunei is underpopulated still.. :D

so anyways, i graduated SMB. and went to MD. i guess there are some benefits of graduating from SMB. i think people are scared of us. well... i didnt realize this until wafiy and rahman mentioned it... i think people were extra friendly to us ex-SMBians. i still remembered random people talking to me and being friendly.... and with Rahman its more extreme... he remembered a guy saying

"dari berekasa kan? Namaku *******"

shaking hands and in a way, acknowledging to rahman he is no threat.

and i still remember we had our own spot that no one dared to take at MD. "the hot and wet bench"

Being a student from SMB is probably a memory i would be fond of. and i would tell stories to my kids about the stuff i did there.

SMB forever! :D

p/s: a quick reminder.... yes we DO graduate from SMB.

The year was 2008 and i.....

2009-01-01T09:30:00.000-08:00

.... think that life has its ups and downs, not sure which one stayed longer buy overall im happy.

im writting this post cus i see lotsa ppl writing stuff about the past year. hence, im writing my own version.

2008, hmmm what can i say abt this year.. its the year that i turn 22, yeah im old... i wished i was still 18. not much responsibility and carefree.

fine ill start with the ups of 2008

- i got an overall C for my 4th semester, which is not great but its acceptable.
- got a cool phone, my LG last time, but it broke down so now change to SE, which is quite good also
- learned fishing was fun
- went to KK with the gang, which was a blast. i miss it.... wonder when will we ever do stuff like those again... tau2 nanti karang kawin tia seorang2... im not ready to get married yet, lotsa stuff and responsibilities to do first.

welll, i guess there are more stuff to say about the ups of 2008 but, like they say.... you remember the bad stuff more than the good stuff that happens in your life.

the downs of 2008

- had the last semester of studying in UBD with Sharon
- have to be away from her for a large period of time, it used to be fun to be able to see her everyday.
- i had a prick of a lecturer, i mean i know youre going to a phase in your life but please, dont make your students suffer
- now i have to pay for my internet, no more jacking off my neighbour's wifi
- i feel more lonelier without you
- i become more protective of my gf and not to mention jelousy, i know i know its not good... but i cant help it.
- my car breaks down more easily now... i need a new one...

like i have said... nothing that big happened in 2008.

im not looking forward to 2009....

im gona be lonely soon :(

and will be missing you so much...

auditions anyone??

2008-12-30T08:19:00.000-08:00

Unit 3, block D, tkgt 3, Melabau complex, kg serusop. audition start kul 9 on ards..

siapa kan belakun atu baik tah datang meramai2 kan

siapa yang pandai menyanyi atu jua ah... mana tau ada chan jadi femos... lol

Meet my new girlfriend

2008-12-25T23:55:00.000-08:00

Her name is Siti (she picked this name herself) , isnt she adorable? look at the resemblence of her and my other girlfriend? :D

okay okay... its sharon, she got her Yellow ic thing so she had to look like a malay girl. God she is so damn beautiful, lucky she is mine.. :D

Love u baby

BSM walk-a-hunt day

2008-12-15T16:58:00.000-08:00

We joined the BSM walk a hunt last sunday. we had to wear orange :)

i joined with my baby.... we had had lotsa fun.. even tho it was tiring... under the hot streaking sun......

i admit, i wasnt at top form that day. i kinda had a slight headache from being on a barge for a long period of time for fishing.. and the seasickness didnt stop...

lucky my gf is really smart... she got most of the questions that we got right... i just showed directions. :D

isnt she adorable? i love u baybeh...

oh. this picture was taken from someone photoblog. we are famous!! lol oh yeah... i took it from breakingdhabitz.com.... so please dont sue me for using ur photo.... in other countries.. id sue you for taking my photo without permit.. :D but great photos man! what camera u use ah?

even tho we didnt win anything i had fun spending time with Sharon, thats all that matters :)

things i did during the holidays...

2008-12-12T15:29:00.000-08:00

i am so bored.. so far i have been just sleeping and eating....

well i also do some activities tho...

i play video games... recently i played rock band at shazwi's place...

here is a video... its that good. i think its because i was playing the guitar while trying to hold the phone... LOL

i also went fishing... u can check out our angler blog here.

and im gona join the BSM walk a hunt thingy... i hope i feel healthy at that day... i feel like im weak all of the sudden...

i wana eat sushi...

Tagged by Jozi

2008-12-10T13:42:00.000-08:00

1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
kawan seperjuangan

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
pemalu, baik hati, kuat makan, kuat tidur, cali

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
bayi kau ani! lol

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you
antah ah? lol ambil aku dari rumah mun kan bejalan haha

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will:
sory bui bukan gay kami ani

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will:
guris kulit nya sampai luka, pas tu umbani sira

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on
mesti jadi bini2 dulu lah!

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is
ia gay and ia suka kan aku.. haha

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
bagi aku usin

10. The overall impression of him/her is
antah ah?

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
hmmm mana tah ku tau.. bukan nya aku pandai mbaca utak org... bukan matt parkman ni aku ani

12. The characteristic that you think you have, is?
hmmmmmmmmmmmm humble?

13. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself is?
kuat makan jua...

14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
a muslim version of bradd pit

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them?
i love u too

16. 10 people you tag:

Leng May
Aida
Angie
Kim
Faye
mea
Shala
TOny
Leong
Aaliyah

Kalau inda mau buat pun baoleh...

17. Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?

hmmmm im not sure... single?

18. No. 3 a male or female?
FEMALE lah!

19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
Nope, not les

20. How about No.5 and No. 8?
hmmmm i dont think so.... i dont know eh!! im not a fortune teller

21. What is No. 1 studying about?
B.A Education TESL

22. Is No. 4 single?
Nope

23. Say something about No. 6?
hmmm adi kawan ku

yawn... im bored dead

I have a smart cat. and i am jobless

2008-12-02T21:31:00.000-08:00

i didnt know i had a very smart cat....

meet PoPo the cat

he can drink from running water!!! hmmmm can i get money out of this?

so anyways... im jobless right now and i dont have anything to do... so ive been watching LOTS of youtube videos... some of the videos are hilarious that i could faint...

enjoy

Cirit Birit Time Exam... baguis

2008-11-28T08:10:00.000-08:00

ada kah patut sakit parut time exam... ngalih saja ku belajar for ASEAN economics and Labour.... ku dangar payah... i guess my D day for ASEAN will be postponed... lalalala

abis ni cuti ani.. beuri pasal exam ASEAN...

ciss.....

on other news....

ehh... malas ku dulu becerita... banyak kan ku baca ni.. esok exam lagi... nasib jua baik dah sakit parut....

Money Clip For Sale

2008-11-18T23:42:00.000-08:00

$10 BND a piece.... tinggal ani saja ni.. sapa cepat dia dapat

This is mine... just to show u how it works... and if u want this one... its $15... cus aku suka ani... haha

RINGS OF DEATH!!

2008-11-16T23:39:00.000-08:00

My Xbox 360 tanda2 kan rusak! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i was playing saints row 2 (good game btw) skali the tv mcm kabur kan... so i was like... wth? salah wiring kali... skali out of the blue the xbox restarted... and BAAAAAM

the 3 rings of death

it keeps on blinking but nothing on the screen.....

help anyone??? :s

Finally some air to breathe

2008-11-15T05:58:00.000-08:00

Yeaaaaah!!! You dont know how relieved i am this week is over.

ASEAN economics presentation went better than expected. AND trust me, you dont know how nervouse i was the whole 2 hours of class.

Assignments is almost done.. only one more to go... due on monday.. but i can just probably membual it.

and i got to see my baby for the first time since last month... i missed her so much....

So fishing anyone???

before the exam starts to kill our brain cells again....

on other news.... i found my pendrive.... i lost it a few weeks ago... it was in my shorts, which i put in the washing machine... -____- i know... dumb rite? but hey! it still works!! i guess buying an expensive pendrive does come in handy (well at least it used to be expensive)

and i hope liverpool and chelsea lose tonite...

Tagged by Lisha

2008-11-15T03:12:00.000-08:00

1. What’s your ambition?
- To be happy at all times. even if im rich or poor

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
- girlfriend

3. Describe yourself?
- shy (yeah right.... lol)

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Yes

5. What's your dream pet?
- a Koala Bear

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- What the does this suppose to mean? its like.. do u believe in gree trees?

7. What is your goal for this year?
- to catch a big fish

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
- yes.

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
- My current one.... so IF there is a next one, please refer to my current one for advice.

10. Who do you look up to?
- currently Dr. Teo of Labour economics class.

11. What is your bad habits?
- sleeping late

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the ppl who hates you?
- we need to talk, i dont like people to hate me, or me to hate people

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- nah.... i can afford to lose some... lol

14. What does flying means to you?
- flying means flying lah.... seriously, where do people get these questions?

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
- my baby

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
- well... most of the gift i got were expected... except for my girlfriend. that was 1 year and 10 months ago

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
- She's bubbly, friendly, sweet, intelligent, funny, my girlfriends best friend

18. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
- Try hard

19. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
- Hopefully a lecturer in UBD or ITB or any other institute

20. What is ur lucky number?
- 69.... lol

Instructions:
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.
List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.
Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

im too tired to listen to these instructions... so eff off.. lol

Liverpool knocked out!

2008-11-12T17:16:00.000-08:00

im so happy liverpool got knocked out out off the English League Cup.. Good job Frazier Campbell.... i knew we sent u there for a reason... lol

this post is just for that one person who made my life hell that day.. other liverpool fans, im sory.. hahaa

STRESS!!!

2008-11-11T00:33:00.000-08:00

STRESS KU EH!!! MATI BAH.. THIS WEEK CANT COME FASTER THAN IT ALREADY IS!!!

ASSIGNMENTS ARE ALL OVER THE EFFING PLACE!!!

SSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

the big news!

2008-11-07T11:24:00.000-08:00

anyways... its time to announce the big news that i mentioned two blogposts ago...

so yeah.. ive got a new toy... hehe

ill give u a hint...

its black, its shiny, its cool, its small and its a PSP. What is it???

ITS A PSP!!!!

my girlfriend bought it for me... im officially her bitch for a few days... i guess its worthed :p

but before i could indulge myself with this gizmo, i need to finish my assignments... dang it....

an apology

2008-11-05T04:32:00.000-08:00

okay, i decided to edit the this post as i find it uncalled for.

you see, there is a lecturer whose in my nerves right now. dont get me wrong. i dont hate him , i try to like all the lecturers that have tought me so for. and i try to make them like me too, eventhough i know i may not be the best students around and skips class occasionally.

its just that i tried so hard to be on his good side and it just seems like its for nothing... he criticized my work... a work that i did with all my heart at a short period of time, which kinda made me angry and frustrated (which led to a hate blog entry previously), but then after some time i thought to myself, im not that low to get frustrated at one criticism. thats just basicly one out of the countless criticism im gona get in the future. so i wana say sorry for being frustrated at you and realized that i was wrong. i will try harder next time around and hope u will notice it... but it would be okay if u didnt... as i realized there are by far more priorities that u should attend to.

again,

sorry

BIG NEWSS!!!!

2008-11-02T11:12:00.000-08:00

big news people!!!

but ill be telling it to you next week... make sure u check up on it. :)

The Belated Raya pics

2008-10-26T10:18:00.000-07:00

Here are some overdued raya pictures :D

Rahman just bought a new SLR... so i tried playing with it... and i can say its quite fun :)

In metis's car

A reflection of me holding the SLR through the sunglass... pretty creative huh?

At Hafiz's house... sapa tukang gambar nya ani ah? adi mu kah fiz? lol

At Zaim's house... we missed the good food sebab ahir datang.. but the leftovers was good none the less.

Here is how good SLR's are... even ugly pictures like these are good looking

Just wasting the time

Playing around with the Camera... hahaha

I think im in love with you

2008-10-17T12:39:00.000-07:00

this is here so that i can read it later... im joining a talent show... since im a forgetful person... im just gona put this down here and read it later with my phone online at ubd.. wish me luck

I think im in love with you - kieno

kali pertama, bertentangan mata
oh indahnya bagai kan d syurga

ingin rasanya bertemu tuk kali ke dua
ingin ku rasakan belaian manis dirinya

i think im in love with you
love with you
yes its true
i think love with you

alangkah indahnya jika aku di sisinya
tak usahlah ku reka lagu ini untuknya
walau pun sekejap saja
ku menetap wajahnya
saat itu ku tahu
hanya dia untuk ku

chorus

loving you is all that i can do
loving you is all that i can be

My Hari Raya

2008-10-10T09:50:00.000-07:00

So one week of hari raya has gone by... but i just dont have the feeling of rayaing

My bro and his family waiting for the convoy raya trip

For the most part of why i didnt have any festive mood was because i was sick... i mean health wise... i was coughing non-stop... so much for paying $50 for trying to get better just before raya (refer to two posts before this)

So as i went to see relatives and friends, lotsa them gave advices on how to cure your cough...

Breacol was one of them

Did it work? well i would say only 20%

But the miracle healer wasnt a cough syrup, not a antibiotics....

BUT THIS!

It saved my life... well im still not that fully cured tho, but im not coughing as much as before.

If u ever have a flu or a cough... use this! it will do miracles for you

Here are some raya pics... These are from my phone camera... nothing much ill get some of the better ones soon...

This is so gona be your display picture when u call my phone

I only had raya with my baby once... to one of her bosses at work... believe it or not. this is the first time i saw her wearing specs... Thank you God for giving her the eye infection... :D

she doesnt look as bad as she described... ur still hot... i love you babeh...

My Weakness

2008-10-06T00:44:00.001-07:00

I just realise that one of my weakness is that i go head over heels when i see a cute girl in man utd jersey....

*opens mouth wide while drooling*

lucky that she is mine... love you so much baby

Taking Back Sunday - make damn sure

2008-10-04T05:06:00.000-07:00

THIS SONG IS THE BOMB!!!!!

p/s: ignore the intro talking crap and watch this till the end (thats the best part)
:)

You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
It talks, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
"Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red."
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me (ever get too far)
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)

i personally like this part...

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me (ever get too far)
You won't ever get too far...

....

2008-10-03T21:02:00.001-07:00

guess what? im still sick on the day of Raya

so much for paying $50 (refer to previous post)

anyways.. Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Sifat pemilih ani nda bagus

2008-09-29T08:52:00.001-07:00

i just wasted $50.... and i hope its worthed.... u wana know on what?

Lee Clinic's Medicine

i didnt wana go to ripas cus, it takes half an hour to register, and another half an hour to wait for the doctor, and another half an hour to get the medicine.... so it takes 1 and a half hour to finish everything, and then u have to walk lagi to the car... and the aircondition is God smacking cold....
but it would only cost me $1..... so am i dumb? or im just to pemilih... so i hope the medicine will do wonders for me and heal me in time for hari raya... :)

Rizqun

2008-09-25T11:16:00.000-07:00

Went to sungkai at Rizqun... well sorta, i didnt puasa cus i was sick (HEY DONT JUDGE ME!)

it was okay, everything went out as planned... all 9 ppl came.... so i went to the receptionist and asked for my reservation.... and guess how they wrote it.....

kinda obscene aint it? i know the guys will start calling me this name.. especially aman...

but the food was very good tho.... The sphegetti and prawns were awesome... i just wished they had sushi...

here is a picture of me being an angel... random huh?

My Ramadhan

2008-09-24T01:14:00.000-07:00

well... Ramadhan is as always Challanging... but all in all it was okay i guess.... i mean im not dying yet... hehe

oh yeah... i have a slight cold... i think its because i shared a Tom Yam Soup with my Auntie ( i didnt know she had a flu ) but oh well... i hope i can get well soon before raya starts.

And yeah... i hope u guys out there find malam lailatul qadar, if u r searching for it...

salam peeps... i have to sleep now... my eyes are swollen from the slight cold...

New Phone Baby~

2008-09-21T04:12:00.000-07:00

guess what?

my old LG KE600 is busted... so i loaned money from my boss (mum) lol...

and bought a Sony Ericsson K660i

and so far im loving it!!!

hmmmm, im gona surprise my gf... havent told her i bought this.... i hope she doesnt read my blog :D

Launching of Utik Anglers

2008-09-19T12:39:00.000-07:00

I have launced a new blog.. the address is

www.utikanglers.blogspot.com

check it out peeps!

its dedicated for our fishing trips pictures... its still under construction... so wait for future updates :D

Presentation

2008-09-14T23:49:00.000-07:00

Today i was supposed to give a presentation...

and guess what??

i missed it....

wana know why??

its not like i intended to skip it... i was ready to give the presentation... its just that... hmmm ill tell u how...

so there i was, walking into the crowded room at 11.50 thinking to my self, "hmmm people are early today... thats good"

as i entered the room, everyone was staring at me.... i was confused why... was my fly open? i looked down, and nope... its not that... was there something on my shirt? i looked at it, and it was still bright clean white colared shirt.... so i thought to my self... nothing is wrong... but the guys are looking at me as if i did something wrong... the only wrongful doing that i could possibly do would be to come late for class... but its not even 12 yet.... so i asked to the whole class

"am i late?"

"YES!!" one of the students yelled....

and then everyone explained to me why i was late....

the class started at 11..... thats why.......................

pretty dumb aint it?

HOW CAN I FORGET WHAT TIME MY CLASS STARTS??

good thing the lecturer was understanding... so i had to do the presentation next week

sorry guys! i am really really really sorry.. it was an honest mistake! im not those who skip from my responsibility....

sigh...

cobaan di bulan Ramadhan....

DRRRROOOOOOOOLLLL

2008-09-10T09:18:00.000-07:00

i wont mind her doing this to me...

am i obsessed?

Korean Movies

2008-09-09T09:36:00.000-07:00

i finally managed to watch "A man once a superman" its okay, but jeon ji hyun's last few movies were better.. but one of my friends almost cried watching this one....

its been a long time since i last watched a Korean movie... for me, i think when Korean movies are good... THEY REALLY are good, but when they make sucky ones... it seriously sucks real bad...

i think i can name a few Korean Movies that are really good

Brotherhood (Taegukgi) - i cried watching this one.. yes i know, i am a sissy... who are you to judge?
My Sassy Girl
Windstruck
Daisy
Shiri - The first Korean Movie to hit Box office record

Korean movies are also famouse for their horror movies, dont have anything on the top of my head tho, not really a big fan of horror movies...

anyways, was watching another Korean movie just now, called "Ba Bo" i know... bad first impressions on the title.. but they have a really good cast....

and this masterpiece made me cry.......again.... dammit... gotta stop crying like a b*tch!

here is the trailer... i give it 2 thumbs up and a rating of 4.5/5 (it would be 5/5 werent for the draggy opening)

chiaws

and happy birthday metis!

Cobaan di bulan Ramadhan

2008-09-05T06:55:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO WATCH THIS MOVIE!!!

who has a copy of it?

the title is ' a man once a superman'

jeon ji hyun is in it...

on other news there are so many cobaans or bad lucks happening to me and ppl around me...

im just gona list it down

-My hand phone is Semi-busted
-my laptop is busted
-internet was out, now its back on btw
- my mum's phone fell into the drain
- my mum's car was busted and its in the work shop now
- baby's school fee and other stuff
- going fishing but not even one catch

and other stuff that i forgot or too personal to mention

Go! Broadband for me!

2008-09-03T20:33:00.000-07:00

i have subscribed GO! broadband... so far so good... now i can download tons of stuff... *evil laugh*

beach party with baby

2008-09-03T08:09:00.000-07:00

okay, there was a family day beach party for the workers at swiber (where baby works)

so i went there with baby.. it was fun.. and i met up with some of her colleagues. some were friendly, some were hostile. im just paranoid i think, but i seem to think the guys where my baby works flirts with her.... *angry face*. i managed to win some prizes in the mini games. sory no pictures for now. maybe soon.

and congrats to baby for acing her online course. i knw u could do it. love u.

Stop buying my baby!

2008-08-21T23:49:00.000-07:00

Before i get mad and stuff... here is a small joke for u all

Person 1 : "the judges in the olympics are not fair! especially the ones from african countries"

Person 2:"Why??"

Person 1: "Because they have dark skin lah! how can become fair?"

Get it? "fair" (kulit putih)

So back to being angry.... THIS GUY HAS BEEN BUYING MY GIRLFRIEND IN FACEBOOK! THIS IS MAKING ME ANGRY!!!!

on lighter news... my girlfriend has joined karate, i hope no one bullies her. why does everyone keep flirting my girlfriend.. i wish i could put a sign on her, which says... "OWNED BY KHATIB SADIKIEN, SO PISS OFF"

i love u baby :)

i hope u pass your exams :)

Youtube Debut

2008-08-14T09:59:00.000-07:00

sorry for the poor quality...

i hope u guys like it

A lame joke....

2008-08-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

Once there was a pau

It was so hungry....

That it ate itself....

possibly the most ridicilous movie of the year

2008-08-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

Go watch "Shaolin Girl" in theaters near you... it is possibly the most ridiculous movie of the year

dont let the huge "Produced by Stephen Chow" mislead you.. its definitely not a Kung Fu Hustle standard...

You would have to watch the movie to know how sucky it was....

let me put it this way... we laughed so hard on how stupid and ridiculous it was...

LOL

salah orang!

2008-08-02T20:22:00.000-07:00

palui palui, nasib jua nda kana report pulis kah apa... aku ani bejalan sama daling ku bah d kadai kuminis. aku ani meliat dvd tah ni gf arah tempat lain meliat dvd tah ia ani jua... skali ada dlm 10 minit kan mencari gf ku tah ku ani... skali ku telihat tah orang ani.. mcm ia pulang usulnya dari belakang... sekali ku pigang tah belakang nya ani... tau lah mcm mana laki2 memigang gf nya.. faham2 lah... skali kan tekajut bini2 ani... palui palui, salah orang aku ah...

nasib jua nda kana penampar

Students nowadays are bitches

2008-07-30T09:08:00.000-07:00

They are plain bitches i tell you.. dont wana go into details... good luck passing their exams tho...

Humans Are Ugly

2008-07-28T17:37:00.000-07:00

Hello people, havent been updating my blog in a while, cus i was just plain lazy... i know not a good excuse for not blogging, but what can u say?

anyways... i think humans are the most vicious creatures on the planet. i mean like, why are different from animals? its because we have brains and heart to think whats right and whats wrong...

just recently, around a week ago i think most of you would have heard about the accident in Limbang, which has taken the lives of a few Bruneians and Singaporeans... im not blaming who is at fault right here, i wana give my heatrtiest condolence to those who have lost them. the thing that sickens me the most is that, there are people who have the heart to take a video of the aftermath of the accident, and videoing how the bodies were dragged out of the car and zooming the camera to the dead ones. isnt that plain disrespectful of the dead and the family of the deceased? i mean, come on... if it were your family members would you want people to watch how your parents/brother/sister get killed? no right. shame on you!

so please, let the ones who are gone rest in peace, delete the videos...

There is also this news in Malaysia, a middle aged person has raped a five year old girl. My God, what has the world in to... the guy apperently, conned the little girl into getting her inside his car claiming that he wants to buy her candies. after that he drove to a chinese cemetary and sexually abused the FIVE year old girl and inserted a wooden stick inside her sexual organs, and just left her bleeding to death afterwards... how sick can someone get? he was only senteced 20 years of jail time with a few whips or something... i just hope the girl can forget that tragedy and dont commit suicide.

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On the lighter side of the world...

i was somehow felt lost and stressed out last week... but praying helps, from now on, i will try my best to pray us much as i can, because it really helps you in your faith and beliefs.

anyways, i went out with my girlfriend two days in a row, nowadays its hard to see her, seeing that she lives in KB now and no longer at the hostel. She came to bandar last Saturday and i went to KB the next day.

We watched a movie on the Saturday; journey to the center of the Earth... the movie was okay i guess.. its specially for kids tho with the CGI and graphics everywhere... at least its not the X Files... Oh My God, and dont let me get started with that piece of crap excuse for a movie... it was just talking talking talking talking talking talking talking talking talking talking talking talking talking talking talking for two hours... there wasnt even any aliens! The title says "the truth is out there" WTH??? it is certainly not in the movie....

moving on... i went to KB the next day and me and Baby with Danial also went on a fishing trip. it was fun... i cought a fish, danial cought 3 fishes, and baby cought a few snails with her crab trap... lol...

(Top: Danial's Fish, Bottom: my fish)

Unfortunately it rained hard, and we cudnt continue fishing... so we had to go... Danial went back, me and baby went to eat at A. Ayam... we even took funny faces of our face :)

i love you baby

My holiday

2008-07-21T11:42:00.000-07:00

hmmm so far this holiday has been the most active holiday ive ever experienced in my life

ive been gone fishing for like 4 times a week... every week... and when we go fishing we always do an all nighter...

i have a part time job as a tutor at Ring Rose Lambak. but i only work 24 hours a month :)

i seem to miss my girlfriend alot... thus ending up wanting to go to KB alot of times

....

so i think i have never had a day to really just relax and do nothing... im not complaining tho.. doing nothing is sometimes boring...

gosh i really miss my girlfriend....

and i dont wana go back to studying yet!! :(

new semester starts in less than 3 weeks :(

just for fun

2008-07-13T01:31:00.000-07:00

aku ani cuba-cuba saja.. nda pulang lawa banar video ku ani... its just for fun...

the song below is something new i wrote... its just a draft... i need more inspiration... i need to edit it... im still not happy with it.. take a listen:)

deejay on the radio - kieno

Some pictures

2008-07-12T01:06:00.000-07:00

Here are some pictures of the KK trip from my phone... not as much as the others lah...

me, mawi and fadhil's room

me and my only pillow for the whole trip (thanks baby)

the three stooges in the back seat of farhan's car

In other news, a few nights ago my baby was chosen to be a model for a hair show, Wella studio colour your hair something thingamajig show... so they ended up colouring my baby's hair. eventho i have a preference for women that have black hair but i guess it turned out fine... after all, she is my baby... :p

isnt she sexy? she is mine, sory dudes...

and i bought her matching watches with me :) i know its not that pretty, but i cudnt find anything else :)

love u baby

KK pictures part one

2008-07-10T00:30:00.001-07:00

the below pictures are taken from jauzi's camera... minta jau ah~

click to enlarge :)

Low Blood Sugar

2008-07-02T04:28:00.000-07:00

Yes, as reference to my previous post.... so i have been feeling dizzy and heavy as of late... it was going on and on for a week... so i decided to go to the hospital for a check up... and guess what?

ive got low blood sugar...

yes, i know...

it is wierd... how i got it... im not really sure.. probly because of skipping meals...

oh well, so much for my diet...

so anyways, this blog will be on hiatus for around one week as i am going to KK with the guys from the 3rd until 8th of july..

i know, u will miss me... i will miss u too :)

My Fragile Body

2008-06-28T07:49:00.000-07:00

okay i dont know why but this whole week my body has felt very week...

it feels like my body is heavier to move...

went fishing again, and cought a couple of baby stingrays... dont wana go into detail there, cus there is a part where i got really depressed and pissed

i miss my baby

just got a massage this morning, and it feels like hell... i hope it works in making me feel better.

Sale Brand New Items

2008-06-25T02:10:00.000-07:00

Laptop Bag For $100 BND

"As you can see there is a slot specificly for laptops in the bag so your laptop wont get scratched from zippers"

Mont Blanc Money Clip for $60 BND

results

2008-06-21T14:59:00.000-07:00

Results are out!

im glad to say that i got what i aimed for.... an overall C, which is just safe :s

but alhamdullilah its better than the last exam

IMS-D
EOB-C
IE-C
PA-C
overall -C

baby, however was super excited cus her results were good, now she is qualified to go to Canada... or atleast has one qualification granted... now all she need is a yellow I.C... love u baby

A day with baby in Kay Bee

2008-06-21T06:22:00.000-07:00

yest
Yesterday i wen to visit baby at KB town, since its a very peaceful and quiet place there is actually little activity to do (no offence) but there are fishing spots in KB, unlike the ones in Bandar, the water is much cleaner and closer to the ocean...

The picture below is the fishing spot near sungai teraban, not bad huh?

Baby got her first cash in her life, it was a good day for her as she managed to catch a total of 6 fishies...

isnt she cute?

It was a good day of fishing, for once UTIK nda naik.. haha ketambak sama anak ungah saja naik.. hehe i only cought one fish tho.. bad luck, snapped my line twice and many more bad lucks.... i gave baby the good luck rod and good luck hook... so thats why she cought more fishes :D

After fishing we went to this beach in front of seaview hotel, it was nice and clean unlike most beaches in bandar,

i love you so much

all in all it was a very fun day with my baby

Tagged By May

2008-06-20T03:11:00.000-07:00

Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answer to each question in the search box. Only use the first page.

1. Your name? Khatib Sadikien

- not defined yet

2. Nickname? Khatib/kieno/sadik

- Khatib - men of jordan descent, usually pride themselves on preppy clothing and perfectly gelled hair. usually a prolonged tan, and secretly enjoys applying make up. (i do not like to put on make up)

- kieno - isnt defined yet

- sadik - isnt defined yet

3. Your boyfriend/Girlfriend’s name? Sharon

- Noun: an extremely hot Asian girl or woman. (i thought so... im so lucky :D)

- a word used to describe anybody who does something very, very, idiotic (hmmm im not sure this is true -_-)

4. Bestfriends? no one specific... i have lotsa them

5. What should you be doing? exercising

- various activities ranging from aerobic, wieght lifting, combined with a proper diet, lazy fat people would have nothing to complain about, granted they don't have a heart attack of some sort while complaining.

6. Where do you want to go? to my girlfriend

- The most often subject discussed on internet forums, usually by people who want to seem cool but sadly have nothing better to do.

7. Home state? Brunei

An extremely rich country that has very poor neighbors such as Malaysia and other south pacific nations. (say whattt?? rich??!)

8. Finish the line: The best thing[s] in life is/are___? Final Fantasy 7

- i am just gona quote sumthin here... cus there is a big ass definition for it....

"Final Fantasy VII is arguibly the best game in it's class. Paying attention to the story-line and not negative comments on this will tell you this."

9. One word to describe yourself right now? sea sick

- You get Sea Sick when you have sex with a fat chick, the waves move up and down and back and forth and up and down

- A term used by the Blood Gang, indigenous to the compton section of los angeles, to their hate towards their rivals, the Crip Gang.

10. What is in the air? oxygen

Gas which animals need to survive and is produced by plant life.

tagged anyone who wants to be tagged

i need you

2008-06-12T12:37:00.000-07:00

its just so hard...

i need you so bad...

maybe im clingy...

i just miss you...

sooner or later...

i will be alone...

i wish i can stay in time where i first saw u....

it was perfect...

guitar hero fanatic

2008-06-09T02:52:00.000-07:00

i dont believe this guy... he mustve been playing guitar hero every single second of his time

Update

2008-06-07T06:37:00.000-07:00

So....

First... banarnya aku ani kan mengscan card jemputan kawin si enany.. tapikan.. aku ani pemalas... so kepada kamu yg nda tau... Dk. Shahrizatul Enany akan melangsungkan perkahwinan pada 26hb sama 29hb jun acaranya.. so kwn2 ku yg kenal ia atu... dipelawakan datang....

secondly, hamsters ku yg kan ku bari tinggal 4 ekor... 2 untuk leong or Azirah... 2 untuk cousin ku... so siapa cepat dia dapat yg lawa...

Thirdly, its EURO 2008... mari kita semua meng-experience football fever

fouth, im starting to really like fishing... membali pekakas nya ku sudah...

fifth... happy father's day soon... :)

sixth, seluar ku banyak kuyak this week

seventh, i bought new footsall shoes... it does miracles to your confidence

lastly, i miss my baby so much.. gona come visit u soon.. love u

Finally! My first catch..

2008-06-03T07:00:00.000-07:00

after 3 days of trying to get a catch while fishing, i finally caught a fish....

but first.. fadhil got a fish before me... but it was small... hahaha bukan pulang kan cakap basar ah... tapi pengalaman atu nda dapat di bali bah.. haha lol

Fadhil's catch (ya bui!)

mine (Thank you Pringles)

bebau tangan ku eh.. gila barus dawai pun nda mau ilang ni...

on other news... congratulations to Dk. Shahrizatul Enany for getting married soon :)

Welkam back!

2008-05-31T23:02:00.000-07:00

So its that time of the year when your friends overseas come back to Brunei... so to name a few

Shukri
Shaheir
Wana (not sure she's coming back tho)
Alin
Z.A

well im there are many more actually... i just cant think of any more... hehe

so i just wana say welcome back to all of you... we missed you...

now we can play footie eveyday like we always do :D

i mite throw a bbq party also.. see lah how.. hehe

Welcome home...

Final Fantasy 7

2008-05-29T07:23:00.000-07:00

i have recently re-played final fantasy 7. yes, it is an old game... came out in 1997 for the old playstation (psx)... in my point of view... this is STILL THE BEST GANE EVER MADE IN THE HISTORY OF GAMING.. so anyways.. since i dont know where my old PSX is... i had to use emulators on my pc... i think most rpg and final fantasy lovers will agree with me that this is the best game of all... and to prove it... They made4 spin off games out of it... and made a MOVIE out of it... yes... a movie... its not like Tomb Raider..... cus tomb raider is for comercial.. but final fantasy movies are for hard core fans....

so it has evolved a lot....

before:-

after:-

before:

after:-

tagged again!

2008-05-27T11:01:00.000-07:00

10 Years Ago, I...

1. in primary 6
2. didnt know how to flirt
3. was afraid of women
4. was smartest in my class
5. always complained

5 Years Ago, I...
1. was in F5 in SMB
2. wanted to stop going to school and join BSP
3. got my first mob phone
4. still didnt know how to flirt
5. still had hair

3 Years Ago, I...
1. started losing hair
2. wanted to study so i cud go off to UK
3. learned how to flirt by closely watching a friend of mine in works
4. didnt get my scholarship
5. started believin being a teacher is gona be good enough

A Year Ago, I...
1. i met my baby
2. the happiest year of my life
3. listened to my song on the radio
4. think i became more responsible
5. tried to become a geek, but failed miserably

So Far This Year, I...
1. tried to study for my courses
2. relaxed a lot
3. been good to my family
4. have slacked a lot
5. broke my laptop charger

Yesterday, I....
1. started working as a tutor
2. played final fantasy 7 on my lappy
3. slept a lot
4. wanted to eat Dixie Chick
5. played Army Of Two again...

Today, I ....
1. worked for the second day
2. played final fantasy 7... again
3. was attacked by mosquitos non stop
4. wanted to eat Zinger Burger
5. realised i need money a lot

Tomorrow I will...
1. celebrate my Dad's birthday
2. msg rahman happy birthday
3. play more Final fantasy 7
4. shud be playing army of two with rahman
5. makan nasi katok

Holiday blues

2008-05-24T08:18:00.000-07:00

so many things to write.... so little time to do... well actually i have time.. but im just bored of writing so many things...

ok... here is one story...

*me and metis were hanging out*

Me: Met, i feel hard lah....

Metis: i think i feel hard too bro...

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yes i know it doesnt sound right... and not to mention gay... actually we were fishing... and our lines were hard... so it wasnt anything yellow ok? lol.... in the end we didnt catch any fishies.. unlike metis... im not really a fishing kinda guy.. i got bored a few hours later and asked basyar to use my fishing rod.. cus all i wanted was to smoke.. :)

moving to the next story of the holiday season

someone put make up on me.. and i looked like a sissy...

here's the story.. Amin offered me to help his brother in law to shoot this RTB2 advert... and said that i can get paid $70 just for one afternoon's job.. so i said 'hell yeah!' i can finally get a nick name like 'the RTB2 guy' or the guy at the mall (it was taken at the mall...) so here it goes... i think its a bit thick dont u think?

i look gay rite? see metis's version here

so moving on... anybody wants hamsters? got 6 newborn hamsters...

and lastly, i miss this lady so much...

love you baby

Tagged....

2008-05-12T19:25:00.000-07:00

So anyways... got tagged by Faye... so here it goes :)

Questions:

1. What disappoints you the most?
- No final fantasy seven sequal game.. and i mean sequal... not spin offs like dirge of cerberus, and crisis core... i want the exact same game... but different story..

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
- around asia... Japan, S.Korea, China and etc...

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
-Writing songs and playing v.games

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
-if you think hard enough... in some ways it could

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
- Being with my late brother... :(

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- If you live in the jungle, then yes...

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
- My baby, family, friends and my Xbox 360

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
- i will stop studying, invest 500k in a well known corporation, set up a business with 300k, simpan 100k in the bank.. the rest belanja kawan dan keluarga :)

9. How do you try to impress the other gender?
- Play my guitar and sing a song that i wrote...

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
-1) Happy
-2) Talkative
-3) Wants to have 11 kids with someone i know (or atleast... she used to want it :D )

11. What makes you happy?
- making my parents proud

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
-Liars, specially those who keeps their hate towards you bottled up, making you think that they dont hate you...

13. What is your ambition?
-To be successful in life... and to be happy... wether im rich or poor.

14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
-To be invisible... there are so much things you could do if no one can see you... :D

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-isnt this the same thing as losing the answer to number 7? hmmm but i think family is no.1, then girlfriend..

16. What do you do when you're alone?
- Play my Xbox 360

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
-I seriousely dont wana change anything about me... cus things are fine the way they are.. and if someone doesnt like me the way i am, they can piss off for all i care

18. What music have you been listening to recently?
- Andra and the Backbone - Sempurna

19. What is your least favourite animal?
-ofcourse Pigs and Dogs...

20. What is your ultimate addiction?
-My baby, Final Fantasy Series, Donuts, Fried Chicken and My mum's sambal belacan

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

I tagged:

Baby
Aman
Sheena
Grace
Nabilah
Aida
Sanusi
Leng May

Abdul Rahman Bin Hj Ibrahim... we will always miss you

2008-05-12T12:27:00.000-07:00

Today was a fine sunny day... i tried to revise for my exams, but i just didnt have the insipiration or the will to do so... and while i was procrastinating my day, i thought of calling sharon just to fill in the time that ive got... and out of the blue, we were talking about my late big brother, Abang Aman as i call him, and today... i dedicate this post to him and i will tell a brief story about his life as i had remembered it.

In MD hostel

My Earliest memory of him was possibly way back when he was in Maktab Duli... yes, our age was that far apart. He used to stay at the MD hostel. i guessed thats why before i joined MD, there was a slight urge for me to join the hostel as well. i remember to always wait for him at the weekends for him to come home. Even though he was rarely home, every time he was there the house would feel more livelier...

From left to right: Abg Ruffian, Abg Godol @ Dr. Azam, Abg Aman and Abg Bahrin

Sometimes he used to bring his friends to stay at our place, i think its because they didnt go back to their homes back then and Abg Aman invited them to stay at our place. They were Abg Aman best buddies. They hang out alot with each other... back then Brunei was a pretty boring place you see... and people only hang out at their friends' homes... i think the only source of entertainment back then was the bowling center and the old cinema at Bandar. So anyways, whenever Abg Aman and his friends were hanging out at my place, i used to tag along with them. it was ussually video games on the Sega Genesis and watcing movies on video tapes or laser discs, it was fun to hang out with them, even though i was very young compared to them.

MD graduation gala night class of 1992

MD graduation gala night* (i might be wrong)

Then, he graduated MD... im not sure of what he got for his 'A' levels though... but i think it was very good during that era. so anyways some of his pictures tells me alot about him and made me remember how he was. i think he was famous around girls... he always seemed to have a girlfriend... i mean he is not the playboy type, but he was never single... i remember one of his girlfriends when he was back in MD or was it when he was still in Maktab Sains.... Kaka Fatmah, she was a very beautiful girl and very kind... my brother used to bring her home if there were functions like birthday parties and tahlil at home... he even brought me out with them on their date and joked to his friends that i was their kid. My family liked her, my mum liked her and my sister liked her and probably thought of her as the sister she never had. i think she is happily married now... i think i saw her at a supermarket once... i hope she's happy :)

My Dad an Abg Aman for his graduation day at UK

Abg Godol @ Dr.Azam with Abg Aman

So after my brother graduated MD, he got this scholarship to study at UK from Brunei Shell so he was kinda away for like 4 years, i remembered crying when he first went away... But then, at the end of the day Shell didnt accept him, so he joined the Army... i mean, my brother was in a pilot training course, he got the license to fly, but Shell just did a U-turn on him... so he opt for the Army... again after that he was sent to UK... as you can see above, my dad was there for his graduation day... oh yeah... Dr. Azam as you all call him in UBD (he is a lecturer there now) was also studying at UK at that time... :)

Abg Aman was always the smartest one in the family, and there is always a feeling of that everything would be different if he was still around, and things would be better. not that things arent good now... but u know.. there is always a feeling...

Abg Aman and yours truly

Lastly, i just want to say...

Abg Aman, i miss you... we all miss you... you will always be loved...

Song for my Baby... i hope you enjoy

2008-05-10T15:05:00.000-07:00

Its called "Sempurna by Andra and the Backbone"

Revision week?

2008-05-05T09:03:00.000-07:00

So its revision week... what a bad week for the revision week to come.. cus i just cant seem to study... dammit... everytime i pick up a book to revise... i always end up doing else.... you wana know what i do?

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Yes, its the one and only, possibly one of the most anticipated game of the year... it is out on your nearest stores... available for PS3 and Xbox360, i know most of you guys still dont have these consoles... oh well, too bad :p lol... i know im evil... :D

Here are some pictures from the game... if any of you guys played the previous installments... you'll see the vast improvement in the graphics....

not only the graphics are better... there are LOTS of stuff you can do in the game.. and seriously.. i can do ALMOST EVERYTHING in the game...

now... i think i mite try reading again... oh welll... wish me luck :)

Terminator franchise

2008-04-30T13:00:00.000-07:00

Dont get it wrong... im no terminator... its just that, recentlyi bought this TV series show called "Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles"

Well, im not a really terminator fan... i think ive only watched the 3rd installment before i bought the DVDs... but i was bored with money to burn.. lol... (yeah.. revision week... so much for revision huh?)

Pretty hot for a robot huh? well i knew her from the 'fireflies series' but she's prettt cool in this tv series too...

anyways... i didnt really like the first few minits of watching this series tho.. but then, there is something that makes u stick to watch it... even critics gave it good reviews... id say two thumbs up... go watch it.. but i think this only applies to terminator fans... non fans wud just get bored...

anyways... after watching a whole season of it... only 9 episodes mind you... it made me watch all of the terminator movies... so i went to unitek (kedai kuminis as we call it) and bought the 3 in 1 movies and went on a terminator movie marathon... not bad... not bad at all...

'http://www.impawards.com

watched this one first... yeah yeah.. it was filmed in 1984... even i wasnt born yet... and it was those days where people think fluffy curly hairs were cute... i dont particularly like this one because of the lack of dialogue.... but the action will sufice i guess, considering its a 1984 movie...
Then i watched this one.... this is probly better than the first installation... it has a bit of humour and more dialogue... this is a keeper... even tho some of the stupid stuff like arnold shooting a gatling gun but the bullets werent running.... but hey... it is a 1997 movie.... not too bad iether... but i wudnt mind a hot chick to be involved...

And finally... THE BEST TERMINATOR MOVIE EVER... it has everything.. the fight scene is very good.. good special effects... and the Oh my God very good looking Claire Daines (if u dont remember her, she's the girl who acted as Juliet in Romeo and Juliet) i just cant get enough of her.. and of course the bad ass hot terminator Kirstana Loken... Love it.. i even bought the DVD 9 version of it...

'http://m.blog.hu/fi/filmdroid/image/peter/terminator4.jpg'

And lastly the upcoming terminator 4... i hope its as good as the 3rd one... its coming out next year... and u wud run into me if ur watching the premiere show.. from what ive heard the hero is none other than Mr. Batman himself "Christian Bale" im not sure if arnold is gona be starring, but i heard he's gona make a cameo appearance... oh well.. he served well to the franchise... too bad Claire Danes is not in it (or is she?)...

ok then, thats all folks :)

So a man can cry...

2008-04-28T02:11:00.002-07:00

So most people think that its okay for men to cry... and rightly so... why souldnt they? they also have feelings right?

men can cry like women do... but i think much less than women... some men are just emotional and its not stupid to do so. they just feel sad, frustrated or aggreived.

i admit that i sometimes cry... i guess im just feel more feelings...

thanks for voting on my poll

i just want you...
before you go

Happy Birthday baby!

2008-04-23T10:53:00.000-07:00

note* i found something that is not working on my laptop... the card reader wasnt functioning and i dont have a bluetooth.... i noticed this when i tried to upload my baby's picture.... dammit...

Today was baby's birthday... i love you so much... i hope u had a fun day with me... im gona miss you so much during the semester break... :(((

lost inspiration found.

2008-04-18T11:31:00.000-07:00

ok here is the story... while i was searching effortlessly for my recovery disk when my laptop was busted... i happened to find an audio cd that i had ages ago.... probly way back when i was in form 5...

it was a recording of songs that i wrote back then... some were good.. some were plain stupid... some were ok ok... some were hate songs.. :D

and in this post, i will give u guys a preview of one of the hate song.

"kau bodoh"

the reason why i wrote this song... i will keep to myself... heeee :D

another song by us when we were fooling around... i dun think u can call it a song tho.. lol

and King Ruffus the Third Lives!

2008-04-17T23:54:00.000-07:00

for those who doesnt know this....

i named my lappy King Ruffus the Third :)

yeap... he's not a mute anymore.. he can speak now

moving on....

Nada payah ku ngantar kekadai nyamu.. palui kadai atu... minum darah.. adakah format $40 ringgit... ani aku udah belajar cmana format ah... nda berbaloi ku ngantar kekadai tu... pakal saja recovery disk ku ilang.. ani nasib jua banyak kawan2 ku yg baik hati menulung mengusaikan...
ani bah... bukan pulang makin baik laptop ku.. makin rusak ada pulang.. palui punya kadai... jangan tah di aga kadai atu lagi.. di tungku link ia.. ia reformat $15 ringgit nganya.. nda pedah nyamu....

so anyways...

i love my Sharon a lot...

just wanted to say that out :D

My handicaped lapy

2008-04-16T09:56:00.000-07:00

yeah yeah... i know you all must be fed up of my "my laptop is broken/got virus/not good condition blog posts" but hey... dont like it? click the 'x' button on the right hand side of the window (for windows user only) haha yeah.. i know im mean...

so anyways... my laptop has been reformated hmmmm how many ah? 4 times in the last few weeks? so i managed to get rid of the virus... but the problem now is... my speaker doesnt work... damn that indonesian technician dude...

the thing is.. i lost my recovery disk (the disc that they give u when u buy a laptop/desktop) i didnt know it was a very improtant disk... so yeah... the disk contains all d drivers for all the hardware in my laptop... im not sure how to explain this... but every hardware on my laptop (usb sockets, card reader, touch pad) needs a driver.... its all in the disk... since i lost it.. i needed to download it from the internet... so far so good.. i got everything now.. except for.... MY SPEAKERS AND VOLUME CONTROLLER...

now my laptop is a mute... :((((

anyone interested in helping??

oh yeah... i also wana thanks some of my friends for downloading the drivers and reformatting my laptop...

First - My baby (i love you)
Secondly - Mr Fadly Labut @ Badless (nanti tah ku cium kau lagi) lol
Thirdly - Mr Sahrudi

thank you all.. if u guys need any help from me... just give me a call.. i owe u guys :)

Wrong time to get messed up

2008-04-08T05:18:00.000-07:00

This is my 100th post... yeay~ but what a f*cked up post im gona write...

as you all know i have sent my laptop to be reformatted. so much for wanting to get it reformatted cheaply.... i went to the $15 reformat shop... well it looks okay.. i mean.. its not the best computer shop around.. but i needed the cash.. so why not?

so yeah.. went in and asked how long it will take to get my laptop reformatted... and then they said only one day.. so i was like... what the heck rite? its just one day.. should be safe... since i needed to do my assignments..so i needed my laptop soon... and get rid off the virus ASAP...

then.. the next day came... called them up..... and guess what? they are closed.... called them the next day, also closed... and i was a bit panic-ed... and then monday came (i sent my laptop on wednesday)

and then they said something about something balum sampai.. i think they ordered the cd driver (the cd that comes with the laptop) since i lost mine... i thought that u can download them... sigh... skali i waited another day.... and then i made up my mind to take back my laptop... cus I REALLY NEED MY LAPTOP TO DO MY ASSIGNMENTS. and i didnt pay them btw... and they stuck a stiker on my laptop.... those bastards....

so in the end, i got my laptop... everything looks fine... except that there is no volume and i cant use my cd driver... oh well... at least i can use microsoft office... :D

the lesson for today is... always send your laptop to the shop that specialises in your laptop brand... and cheap does not neccessarily mean good...

and oh yeah.. i miss you so much King Ruffus III

and i miss you too baby :D

im gona send my laptop to this other computer shop after i finish all my assignments... :)